Disc 1:
1. This Guy's In Love With You
2. You Call It Fate
3. I Ain't Going Nowhere, Baby
4. Missus Perfect
5. Marry You
6. Madly In Love With You
7. Hidden Agenda
8. I Thought I Had It Bad (Til I Met You)
Disc 2:
1. Not That Many
2. Rely On Me Instead
3. Misunderstood
4. A Mess Like You
5. The Garden
6. Highschool Politics
7. Dancing On The Borderline
8. You Have Been Loved
9. Pillow
SONG
GUITARS
Acoustic guitar:
Tanglewood TW115 ST-CE
Electric guitar:
Fender Stratocaster American Special
So your days have gone to waste Your whole body's none-responsive While the sunlight's getting nearer So your days have gone to waste You've been sleeping many hours Why does no one have the answer
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Getting up's your daily struggle While you're feeling so indifferent So your days have gone to waste |
MOTIVATION
The chorus for this was written in October 2011 when during Skype sessions the moments of my fiancée being completely burned out on everything happened more and more often. Her body often didn't work with her, having a very sore back or waking up with a headache and this resulting in her not wanting to do anything. Add the constant bitching of her mom to this and you'll end up feeling like wanting to sleep all the time. She also stopped talking to me, feeling it was all useless, and yet I sat on the other side of the world feeling helpless. She claimed I didn't understand or know what was going on yet it was very obvious when looking at her. I finished and rewrote the song in late June, early July 2012 and recorded this song 2 other times, but none of them felt right. There's a slow one with just me on guitar, there's a rocker which was nearly finished yet I didn't think it was right either, and I felt stuck until one day I walked out of the bathroom singing the first line in a different key, and then thinking "that's it!". And that's the version I recorded and uploaded. I'm very satisfied with the end result, it describes the feeling of me seeing her like that quite well. No energy, completely drained and just burned out on all the drama in her life, yet failing to get a grip on things. |
EXPLANATION
"I blame the one who threw the stone then tries to hide her hand" refers to her parents starting a massive fight and then blamed me for all the drama in their daughters life. Her daughter kept wishing she'd no longer have to live with her parents anymore due to not being able to deal with all the negativity coming from her mom and her dad just being invisible during such moments. She wanted a way out, but her mom and dad both made sure that she'd not get one. |